2nd day without her

Thursday, October 22, 2009

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2nd day without her ...




days still as ussual ..... woke up late to work .... ate some simple lunch .... and life still goes on .




she called me a few time texted me .....i din answer ....didnt wan any thing related to her anymore .... is the best way for her to get away from me .. and from me to her.. i know is cruel ... but i have to do so she can get along with days alone ....




she choose to leave me when im during my hardest time .... but is ok .... the more challenge i take ... the more i grow .....




but is actually good to concentrate my mind in solving all the problems and less time to think about her .. our memories .... then ill live better ... perhaps pain follow the time goes .....




i hope so ....




had a great dinner with my buddy AJ & vincent




3 of us actually ate 7 dishes .... included fish,sotong,mantis prawn, taufu,pork,chicken, and a vege ....




tonite going for badminton session .. there...i can see the guys XD

Posted by Kici miow at 4:30 PM Comments

the end

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

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1 and a half year relationship ... just ended last night ...

im still standing ... eventho painful ...

boi juz told me a sentence before the night happened ... get back up when life knocks u down, first rule of surviving.

well ... life is a joke between me and god ..... ill play around with it ....

gonna have a big change ....

i have no choice to set her free for her own good ..... i m not a selfish person .... i know when she need to go .... she go ......

im not gonna contact with her for a long time i guess... hope everything goes fine with her ... im gonna try to totally delete everything me and her in my memories ...

need to have a new fresh start .....

anyway .. life still goes on ....

ill try my best to look cool .. i know is hard ... but ill try my best ...

Posted by Kici miow at 12:41 PM Comments

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