i ain't Kicimiow

2nd day without her

2009-10-22T16:30:00.006+08:00

2nd day without her ...

days still as ussual ..... woke up late to work .... ate some simple lunch .... and life still goes on .

she called me a few time texted me .....i din answer ....didnt wan any thing related to her anymore .... is the best way for her to get away from me .. and from me to her.. i know is cruel ... but i have to do so she can get along with days alone ....

she choose to leave me when im during my hardest time .... but is ok .... the more challenge i take ... the more i grow .....

but is actually good to concentrate my mind in solving all the problems and less time to think about her .. our memories .... then ill live better ... perhaps pain follow the time goes .....

i hope so ....

had a great dinner with my buddy AJ & vincent

3 of us actually ate 7 dishes .... included fish,sotong,mantis prawn, taufu,pork,chicken, and a vege ....

tonite going for badminton session .. there...i can see the guys XD

the end

2009-10-21T12:41:00.002+08:00

1 and a half year relationship ... just ended last night ...

im still standing ... eventho painful ...

boi juz told me a sentence before the night happened ... get back up when life knocks u down, first rule of surviving.

well ... life is a joke between me and god ..... ill play around with it ....

gonna have a big change ....

i have no choice to set her free for her own good ..... i m not a selfish person .... i know when she need to go .... she go ......

im not gonna contact with her for a long time i guess... hope everything goes fine with her ... im gonna try to totally delete everything me and her in my memories ...

need to have a new fresh start .....

anyway .. life still goes on ....

ill try my best to look cool .. i know is hard ... but ill try my best ...

Tea @ Genting 16th September, 2009

2009-09-24T13:03:00.006+08:00

lifelessness in KL drove all of us insane and decided to pick up to genting to have some tea and MONOPOLY GAME xD

bell

ivan : why chunteng smell like KFC ?

minfei : papa papa i wan mazda 6 !!

mooncake come buy mooncake

cute !

fel

minfei

bell with jac's mac

ngod : milk's head is a good armrest!

starbuck ing

mickey X aJ

( we call this crossover )

Happy feet ~ !

mazda 6 down
( you can easily locate who is the owner of the car in this photo ) haha

sila hubungi pihak security

the slave

leaving

is a nice day overall !! ^^

my day with mac

2009-09-08T14:21:00.003+08:00

have been away from blogging for some days in result of addicted to some online games ....

but .. now im back .. haha

well ... my pc was knocked out this morning ...in condition of pc-less now and lucky i still have a mac mini with me .... i cant do anything further then fb ing and msn ing with the mac ... omg ..... im totally a nerd and i still dare to call my self an IT people .... * bang wall *

and i believe i farqup alot of applications with the mac after trying out this and that ... and the most stupiest mistake i do is .. .i forgot the admin password.. hahaha .... i need to get a mac OS cd to reformat it desperately ... guess wat .... i call to the shop and they actually charge the cd for 500 + ringgit .... omfg ..... and the worst thing is i cant find this shit in the net >"<

tonite heading for some exercise ...badminton ! will see frens i like to see .... talk cocks we like to talk ....

she admit ...

2009-07-09T18:23:00.001+08:00

she admit she cheated me ... haiz ... feel so bad ...

not because she lied to me ...

because of her attitude after i tell her i know bout tat .. disappointed ..

since nobody is perfect .. well .. i forgive her ...

good luck ... for my self

is she telling lies ?

2009-07-03T14:12:00.001+08:00

she cheated me ? again ?

if she is not ? .... but still she cheated me /.\

Picnic @ Templar's Park, Rawang

2009-06-30T19:11:00.005+08:00

A great day that didn't sleep for a whole nite after playing mahjong straight till morning.

Pinic @ Templar's Park

I'm so sorry to the guys that i let you wait too long.
apologize sincerely

whoever forgive me give me a ring .. Bak Kut Teh my bill k ?

arriving =)

the monkeys ..

we started to walk in to forest ... among us there are few fella never ever been to a jungle before ...

see show

leeches bit ^^

chunteng & cherry

obstables before reaching our destination

btw it takes around 1 hour walk to get in there

Taaaadaaaaa ~~ !

Kimee yap

Ching & his Jojo

( is a bad idea bringing pet around isnt it ? ) haha

caveman & mask raider

Eat all you can =)

sexy pose by Dato' Nuar Lim XD

siap and balik rumah. =)

the GOd hate us ...

we climb in for like 1 hour

stay for 1 hour .

Dato Nuar Lim says gotta rain soon

i got no idea how he comunicate with the animals or trees to get informations.

we dont wan to risk... so we packed everything and run for life

10 minutes later .. i started feel rain drops falling on my head while walking out. .. gosh .. still long way to get out ..

finally everyone gets out

guess what we did at the first momment ?

IS KILLING LEECHES !! MUAHAHA

everyone was exhausted ..

next time picnic please go beaches or rooftop of DNL mansion ...

Limpeh Old adi >"<

but overall ... i had a great experience =)

MeL ( 30th of June, 2009 8.00pm )

photoshooting

2009-06-30T17:24:00.001+08:00

Photoshoot @ Pj SS17 playground (27th of June, 2009 )

B&W

Green

Reflection

Any comments are welcome ..
im a beginner ... so please don't hesitate to let me know where is the hole.....

Mel, 30 june 2009, 5.28pm

Douglas Birthday @ Doug's house

2009-06-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

Douglas birthday partyy ( 27th of june, 2009 )

DOUGLAS =)

Doug & college mate

douglas & chsian

Guesst

Doug & DNL group

Zheng Yi , Kenny , Doug , Aiky , Wei pin

Doug & Family

min fei , kimee & my self ...

Doug & Felicia

She doesnt know who m i .. omg ... disappointed

party end quite early ... everyone gotta go for picnic the next day .. haha .. end up me and veron play mahjong untill morning and staight go for the pic nic .. haha

movie : transformer " Time Square "

2009-06-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

just finish work ... 6 oclok ... im having a date wit dato nuar lim .. omg .. im late again ... haha traffic jam false .. i jam under the green light man... >"<

after dinner ...

TIME SQUARE ! haha .. bought tickets for transformer 2 days ago ... was chilling in starbucks while waiting for the others

i got no idea wadahell are they doin ...

movie of the year ...

you just cant imagine the crowd that just wanted to enter the cinema

after movie , supper time ... cheras near pandan indah .. XD

Giant & Tiny eating=)

transformer .... anyone whoever haven watch yet .. please ... book ur ticket now .. no one can get bored from the biginning of the movie untill the end ...... awesome show ... and ... i love megan fox ... omg ...

going home kinda late .. posibly .. im going office late tomorow .. oh NOOO ..

nite lepak ="=

2009-06-24T13:47:00.000+08:00

supper chilling ..... krispe kreme =) time square ...

it has nice interior man ... unlike other donut shop..

not bad ... but i think the best wan still original original donut without fancy fancy toping ..

After chilling we bought TRAANSFORMEER tickiie for thursday .. hahaaha ...... bumble bee lai limpeh eat bak kut teh wit u ....

2009-06-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

yeah .. finally i got back my camera from service center....if u can c the counter down there .. that is for H1N1 checking purpose ... stress ..even enter an office temperature checking is require ...

earth is no longer safe ..... i want to go back to MARS man ~ !!

my lunch .... Hp service center's mocha + san francisco coffee's Grab & Go crossaint ... if u think the bread looks normal .. i tell u .. u cant imagine how nice isit .... if you pass by san francisco .. strongly recommend u get one and try ... then u know wat is surprice .... haha

tonite gotta stay bak ... godaymit ...

2009-06-23T13:14:00.000+08:00

haiz .. kici mel is bak from KB, Kelantan .... bought some keropok for my frens .. haha .. someone remind me and collect from me k ....

juz skip my precious weekend with works .. and celebrated my pet, dougly gougly douglas birthday ...

>"< wish everyone having a great day ...

here i announce again ... im not gonna be late to work anymore ..

2009-06-17T12:26:00.000+08:00

...... speechless.....

i tot my so called rubbish blog was only for me to simply tulis tulis .... i din tot my buddies actually dropped by here ...

so..... i decided to pay more effort into it ....hahah .... anyone read me here please keep this as secret so she wont see k ....

yesterday was a daym tough day man .wth ..

from morning .... i woke up and had some small argument with the one sleeping beside me ... omg .. i juz realize nowadays a lil bit issue can make us argue ... but look bak ... previous days i tolerant but why nowadays not ? i changed ? or her ?

well .. its not a fresh issue to talk about .. anything happen will let it be .. i juz want to be myself...

working hours ..... stupid director today suddenly throw me some sort of papers ask me to prepare power point presentation for him to present to KPDN ( i hell got no idea wat the fuck is this man ... but i know it is important ) ... it is actually a marketing plan for our company ... omfg ....must ready in one day man ... issit bosses always think they pay their men chicken feed and aspect for brilliant things happen ar ?

but moto in my office ...

BREAKING YOUR PERSONAL BEST

diu .. i do lo .... afternoon still need to go take bak my another boss's servicing nokia.... i din actually had my lunch ... fuck .. maggie hot cup again ....i tell u im gonna turn botak one day ....

this afternoon Yuko ask me twice to fetch her to visit bOI in the hospital .... i doubt whether should i do that ? she will get crazy after that .... ( FYI .. boi koma after falling down last friday in poppy....but currently he is awake and can smoke oready...so we consider he is ok .. isnt him ?)

but since i said i wanna be my self ... and hell i say ok ... while chatting with ching after that .. i regret. ... haha .. but no choice .. he cant help me .... so i gotta pick her .. im so sorry to keep her waiting cos tons of work delay my time and i finish work at 8.00 and the printer of my office not working great and another delay till 8.30 .....

after fetching her i decided to play wit time .. 10 oclok only i send V msg and telling her im leaving office now .... hell ... i don like to tell lies .... but sometimes together wit her just force me to tell alot of lies ..... IM LOST !

any how ... the bastard on the bed ( BOI ) woke up and dont look like a dead fish anymore like the day before ... we bring him to smoke ... talk to him and he seems good ....

We went makan after leaving hospital .... drink near my office ..... jaya one again ... haiz .....

yuko so boring sitting aside .. but no one seems bothering her .... i know i should talk to her .. but i know shouldnt to avoid rumours..... haiz ... i juz pretend nvr see la ... but lucky i brought my laptop and she can use it to kill time..

finally i sent her home .. omg .... V calling me .. i din pick up .... and hell i cant let her knw im sending her .... so end up i tell tons of lies to cover my ass .... haiz .... im so sorry LORD .... i dont want all these to happen this way ....

omg ... all these are excuses im giving my self .... or i have been tide up too much .... i got no idea...

haiz ..... days end sux ..... >"< but i saw something .... vinky moh moh ching's dai beh .. isit meaning im winning 120million ..... ? hahahahaahahaha

Hope everythings goes very fine ......

meL
17 June 2009 13.07

2009-05-29T18:15:00.000+08:00

People are heading to freedom this weekend ... haiz .. another peace friday, saturday night....

nowadays feel that im kinda doh kao yu ... sometimes feel my effort didnt been appreciated ...

nvm ... not everything is as it seems .... let it be ....

wish my self having a great weekend .... probably will going melacca for one day trip on sunday ..... worrying too many friends coming along and no one wanna drive ....

2009-05-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

finally had a good sleep after 30 + hours of awakeness... feel so good this morning =)

but still came into office late ....had bz morning ...

i know ... she is coming bak tonight ...

and err .... i hope everything's gonna be all rite ... no one gets hurt .... if u r reading this and u r in the topic u'll get me .... otherwise .. ignore it ...

current financial status : - 200 $ ( loan from my self this morning ) haizz ....

first try

2009-05-13T16:53:00.000+08:00

hello testing 1 2 3 .. mic test 1 2 3 ... cubaan suara satu dua tiga >"<